Dress for sister-in-laws wedding

Last week has been so stressful and because of that I got to my blog just now. The reason of that stress was mainly my new job- of course, it is not hard to sell shoes. But it is pretty hard to communicate with the manager and all the other people when they are not answering calls, they do not care about organisation and there is much more problems what can I speak about. This time, I said to my self:"why should I give a f*ck?". They do not care about organisation so I dont have to care either. It will never work by one-side-care and I dont have any more energy for that. So I will just sit, sell shoes and I will not care about anything else. In Czech we have one saying- "Give someone helping hand and they wil take whole arm". And thats something I am not going to offer this year. It might sound selfish and mean, but last year I´ve done my best to make it work and all I had were nerves and big stress. And what is worse, this time I have my examination running so I have to focuse on my study as well. It is really important to pass all the exams-well, I can afford to fail in one but till the end nothing is sure so I have to do my very best to pass all of them. My family and John were saying that I´ve registred more subjects than man can do. I must say, at that time I didn´t listen to theyr advices. I was so full by happiness of passed exams and that made me so self-confident which lead to my schedule full of hard subjects. So now there is still 9 exams to do. I will inform you about each of them :) Hope I will bring positive news!

Anyway, I´ve decided that I will focus on positive things in my life as much as I do focus of negative ones. So, I´m putting picture of two dresses- red (which I´ve chosen and I love them, I think it suits my pear-shape-body and also it remainds me Marilyn Monroe dress) and second-black, which John has chosen because my bottom looks slimmer in that. I am not decided, which of them should I go for and maybe your opinions will help to make up my mind :) I have to say that I will buy them for a happy occasion- wedding of John´s sister! That is also the occasion where the rest of family will meet me for the first time- God knows John´s family is so big so althought his nearest family and friends know me, there is still pretty big rest of them who dont. So it is important for me, to make the greatest first impression I am able to :)

Thanks a lot and have a wonderful week!

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