The world of
LEWANDULE
Email: lewandule@gmail.com
Overestimating
This is something I do very often. I do everestimate things, I do it with people and sometimes, I do it with myself as well. The last thing I overestimated? It was todays desert- Creme Brulee. John told me he had one in England and that made me thinking about it whole day. I foung some recipes, but I decided to taste one from a french restaurant- at least that will taste originaly. Well, I was so wrong! The caramel part was bittersweet...propably more bitter than sweet...and that cream under it? Whew! Even now I feel like vomiting when I remember it! It was like sour pudding. Oh, never more!
Sundays are even worse than Mondays! It is the last day of a week which has been great and it is going to end. Or, it is the last day of a week which has been so horrible and the next day it will all start over again. Another horrible week. One way or another, sundays do not bring anything good... Well, except the Holy Mass.
SUNDAYS
Keeping useless things
I love many things. But most of all, I love strange, weird, useless things. So it happenes quite often that I buy something what I really think I need and what is the coolest thing at the world...and at the end, I use it twice and then I realize it is not that cool as I thought. I do hoard these artifacts very carefuly, althought the memories, which are related to them, are already replaced by much more important ones.
Visits to the dentist
Yes, this is my dentist. He is smart, funny, gentle, nevertheless, I is not easy to make me visit him. Actually, I haven´t been there for 3 years. And it could have been more, if that horrible pain wouldn´t come. I haven´t sleep for few nights and at the beginning, the pain was not so strong. But day by day it grew and after few days even the pills did not help me. So I had to overwhelm myself and I went there. It was last month and after he checked all of my teeths, he told me that one has to come out and the other have to get healed. So, wish me luck on 6.11. and 13.11... Still not sure if I wont better stay at home, choosing what´s less evil- studying!
Wasted opportunities
It is always hard for me to go over aa unresolved endings. I always want a story to end by "...and they lived happily ever after" or "...it didn´t work out but they are all ok with that". But it happenes rarely in life. So, when a story with mr.D. ended up like this: "...and well, we´ll never know what could have been" and to be honest, I think we made the decision to end it up very poorly. Now this is the only ending I will ever have to this story. So, yeah. It sucks. But now I can finaly say that I am over it. And it feels Really. Fu*king. Great. not to be inwardly sad about it anymore.
