The world of
LEWANDULE
Autumn
Autumn. The season when it rains, the season when it´s cold and muddy. For me, it is also the which brings new beginnings. It brought new beginning two years ago- that was an 18th of October, when autumn brought my John back to my life. And as every year, it is the time when school starts and new semester comes so I have a chance to do everything better- and more responsibly. It is a season which force us to wear coats and by taking them out of the closet again, then I can see how much of my weight I lost. Also, the punch seasen starts and it is really good to drink punch in Olomouc- it has much better taste than Prague punch and there are not so many people. The historical centre is pretty romantic and atmosphere is even better with musical performances managed by our city. That is something, what I really miss in autumn in Prague. Anyway, Prague has also it´s uniques. For example, festival of Bollywood movies. Last year me and John went there together for the first time and I even won the competition and get a ticket to Sanu Babu which had 1000,- kč value! I never used it- i don´t need to buy something. I just really want to look at it and by that look, remember how great time we had.
Meatloaf on a bun
As some of you might know, I am a veggie. Actually, I don´t like to be marked like that- I don´t eat a meat cause 1) yes, I don´t like to have a feeling that I am eating some cute animal. 2) I am not used with it, I did never like it and even when I was small and pushed by my parents, I invented a game for my little brother to eat that meat in place of me. 3) There are times I eat some meat. I just feel my body needs that and that makes my mind open to have some. Like it happened last time- few days ago. I went to Billa store and I was satching the cupboards, I had no clue what I want but I felt like I need something. And then I saw this meatloaf on a bun- we used to eat it as kids and for such a long time I haven´t even seen it. And there it was, prepared, hot and ready to eat. What more can I say? The other day I went to buy it again.
*When I visited my sister-in-law last year, we were speaking about the first time we met. Just now she told me that John told her things like I like indian stuff,, I wear saree and I am a vegetarian. So she put those things together and thought I am Hare Krishna! So scary to hear after all that time :D
MCFLY
At first, I saw Tom´s wedding speech on youtube. Then I watched his videos and I found out he is in a band! I love McFly´s songs and also the videos with covers Tom uploads. John likes them, but he never listen them himself- until now! We uploaded some songs from their last concert of McBusted tour and me&John love to listen especially this one in car, loudly, with windows down and we both sing it all the way! What a great feeling!
FRIENDS.
Friends are something we all can´t live without. By growing up, I started realizing, what does a "true friend" mean. It is not the one you meet once a year on some party and with asking "How are you?" comes the automatic answer "I´m fine, what about you?". I can hardly say what a friend should be like. But I already know what a friend shoudn´t be- the one who destroy you. And yes, I must say that I have a friend like that. Those who meant a lot to me but somehoe their behaviour is hurting me in some kind of way. And it took me long time to understand, how to react when this situation comes and they have a negative effect on me. It´s not like I cut them of- instead of that, I say them openly what do I mind. And then, after being called and ask for help they refuse to change anything, I know it´s time to start distancing myself. Being someone friend, even when we are far away from each other for a long distance, means for me that we share our secrets. And happines. And most of all, fears. Because fear and monsters are one of those things you can´t fight alone, even if you want. Well, you can, but it will be much harder without a friends helping hand. After I moved to Prague, I found out that bounds with some of my friends aren´t that strong as I thought they were. With some of them, like Paula, the bounds are still so strong and unbreakable. It is so hard when she lives many km´s away from me and she has there other friends she meets- I don´t have much over here. Anyway, in this case, I see one healthy way to be destroying me- it´s called loyalty. If I want her to understand, how I feel, I have to understand her stands up at first. And that´s the important thing holding our bounds together.
DENTIST
For those who had already read my "Can´t live with" this might sound a little ironic, but it is true afterall! I put this dentist into opossite category and it´s been 6 months already. And now I can say, I am thankful that I went to visit my dentist and all my teeths are super healthy right now! Last visit was kinda nostalgic, though :D
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